How could you do?

 HOW COULD YOU DO IT?

when nothing else but you and me
tropical fruits, hot water, night in seaport and my future dreams
I remember how it used to be

I miss those days when you'd call me with your heart
I remember how wonderful it felt the first time
I held you in my arms, and how after all those

sometimes I wonder how you do it
how can you sit back and watch yourself hurt someone so bad
and not feel any guilt
ohhh.....
you were the one who took my heart and locked it inside of yours

you placed my finger in between each of yours
and at the end
you took that heart and you shredded it to pieces
you could have just ripped it in half
then it would be easier to put back together
but instead, you tore it,
piece by piece you shredded it
and no one can fix it, no one wants to
because they look at what you made me
a man with permanent tears painted on my face
I am now just an empty void
there is no desire to want to love again

yeah....
I miss us as I remember how it used to be
when nothing else matter but you and me
but the game is over... it just a game in your mind
it just a game
I hate the fact that everybody know how much I love you, except you.

Aziil Anwar
Medio March, 2011